KarateMommeh

Let's see if I remember how to do this.

Hello! Not sure how often I will check on here, but I found the time and my way and remembered my password! Lot's of changes since my last entry. Now don't be sorry or feel sad, because it's a good thing and I've already gone through the hurt and loss of things, but I am currently in the process of getting a divorce. We filed back in June, have been going back and forth about getting what we want in the papers and now waiting for a judge to give us a date. I can't say it's been fun and that I haven't gone through some teeth grinding and aggravation, though it's supposed to be uncontested, it's taking longer than I want and I want it over.

I am very disappointed in my life right now. I give up wishing on stars because they are nothing but space dust and they burn out. Besides, when you wish, aren't you just trying to control or manipulate the situation that you really "can't" control? Sorry if this is a downer for you. I know there are others so much far worse off than I am, but right now... I'm hurting to much to see past my nose. I can honestly say despite the new adventures I'm having or rather creating for myself, this has been the worst 12 months of my life and I don't see it getting better before it gets far worse. Those that are here for me in my life, mom, dad, my